Skipped School Kinda...

Well today. I was extremely tired, and yah. And I really needed time to finish this book review shit. -.- So I kinda skipped school so w/e. My mom knows im home so yah Im fine. But, im extremely lonely and bored lol. Gosh u people are gay for not being home -.- hehehe xP

Ugh Highschool WILL Kill Me I Swear...

This is so annoying! There is sooo much work in high school. And it ticks me off SO much. I mean, it's like they try to make it to where we absolutely CANNOT have lives. It's just ugh. And then like, on top of projects that are EXTREMELY long, there is homework, studying for tests yada yada yada. I just sometimes hate it at pv. I love pv its my home, but i want a life. I want to be able to plan things late and go sure ill come. Not only that but pv is an hour from my home so I cant hang out with my friends there cause they all live so frickin far away from me. I havent gone to julia's in over a year -.-. I mean, don't get me wrong, i love my friends and never wanna leave them. I grew up with them, they're my family. I just.. can't handle the stress.

BEST PHONE CONVO EVER...

Ok so like last night, I was talking to Dallas over myspace. and we kept talking back and forth and then he like well i g2g soon u should call me if u wanna keep talking. So im like well depends, ill call if u wanna keep talking. and he like do u wanna keep talking? And im like i asked u first, but maybeeee, xP. But then i had to go so i messaged him and was like heyy call me. And so like at 10 he called and we talked till 1 in the morning! It was SO nice! We were being so open and he was telling me things. And now he knows i like him cause he made me tell him. It was wierd though, like cause I knew he knew it was him, but like he still made me say it lol. And so like, he's just like well i have to admit ur cute and fun to hang with. And AHH AMAZING haha. And then like we were talking and he's like, this is wierd. I feel like I know you and yah. And im just like, well atleast your being honest with me ^_^. OMG im so happy! And like, the he was like you need to come over some time, or now. And im like i would if i could but i cant. And hes like y and im like well its 11 and my cousin is over and my mom wouldnt let me. And he like my parents rnt here rite now and im like yah well mine r lol. And then he told me how he was going four-wheeling today and im like oooooh i LOVE fourwheeling and hes like u should come. And im like well, depends on what time your going. My cousin might still be here. So if madi wasn't here, id be fourwheeling hanging on tight to Dallas RIGHT NOW...... -.- lolol. But oh well. He told me to call him today. So im waiting a bit. So i dont seem needy. Im just so happy, i think this will go somewhere. Cause Julia is always telling me how I decieve my heart and im always like how. And she says u always REALLY like some1 but u never go after them. Well now I am and julia's so proud of me xP. Im so happy ^_^. Anyone does anything to take away this happiness, u die hahahahahahahahaa lol. jk jk xP

SOOO AMAZING I SWEAR...

OMG today was like the BEST ever!!! lol. Well see there was the North Port Invitational today which was a cross country meet. It was awesome!!! Everyone ran soo good! I mean that was wonderful but that wasn't the best part.Ok, I really have problems with talking to the people I like, and I really like this guy named Dallas. And so, I was talking to him and OMG i was so happy! He and Dennis were like just hanging out with me and kyla. And like, kyla is into Dennis. Don't get me wrong I am sooo attracted to him, and I'd be so interested if he wanted me or something, but no. I like Dallas lol. And so we all got in a HUGE water fight. And when they were running me and kyla kept cheering them on and yah. And then like when it was the awards ceremony, Dallas pushed me over cause we were sitting and so i pushed him and then he was playing dead rite? And so im like r u dead? lol and he's like yah. But u need to be dead with me. And im like y? Hes like cause and im like ok.. so he grabbed my hand and pulled me down lol. And then i was really tired so i layed on his stomach and then ashelyn laid on mine then kyla laid on hers then Dennis on hers. OMG it was so much fun! We flirted soo much and i NEVER can flirt lol. I did good xP. And like, I love the fact that he dont go to pv. I like that he can drive and so i can see him outside of school and all. I just hope this goes somewhere ^_^. And not only that but now i got two amazing friends, Dallas and Dennis. Dennis is a senior and hes joining the army =(, good luck Dennis. Remember, i forbid u from dieing xP. And yah. Dallas is a sophomore xP. I love em both xP.

Dinner At My Grandma's...

I went down to my grandma's for dinner tonite so yah. Madi was there and all so we hung out all day. And like, so we walk down to the newspaper stand to get her a paper for her project rite? And we get there and im like OMFG its a buck 75! Cause our grandma only gave us a buck 50 for it. Plus it's an extremely long walk there lol. So madi like nu uh. No way i aint leavin till she comes here lol. So then Madi like starts attacking the coin return button and it actually gave us 2 quarters!! haha and so we go to put it in and the thing was jammed! So madi starts attacking the whole stand and i start hitting and kicking it and like we unjammed it xP. Yah, we're that amazing hehe xP. But yah we got our paper and then went back. And we started playing football and i wooped her @$$ in canasta xP. But yah. OH and dinner was SOOO good haha. ^_^

CROSS COUNTRY...

This weekend was SO much fun. The cross country team went to orlando for a meet but like, the whole ride up there i was miserable and being all to myself cause i got in a fight with sergio friday. And like, it all ticks me off SO much. there's no reason for it. Idk, there's just something and UGH. Like, he starts telling me all this stuff i do ticks him off, well how the heck u want me to fix it if u dont even let me know theres a problem??? And then he starts judging me on this conversation me and emily had, and he like oh well i dont even know the whole argument so yah. And im like OMFG u dont even know what we were talking about and plus it wasnt an argument. I just think im ready to tell him to have a good life. We're always getting in these fights and what not, and they all piss me off. Cause apparently im an "authoritative" person and always think im right. U know what screw u. But yah. So like well I got over it. Im just like im with friends that care about me so im gonna have fun. And like, we got there and the hotel was crap haha. But what ever. We went to check out the track and we all got in this huge seed throwing fight and OMG it hurt soo much but it was soo much fun haha! xP and then so we went to eat at golden corral and then the guys went back to the hotel but we girls went to Old Town xP. SOOO much fun. We went on this kiddy roller coaster thingy and were all thinking its gonna be all stupid and lame, but we went on it anyway. But like we got on and then it went like pretty fast haha. It was awesome xP. And so we got back to the hotel and we all went to bed. And then we woke up at 5 frickin 30 hahaha and we went to the race and OMG everyone did SOOO GREAT TODAY!!! I think everyone on the girls cross country team set a new pr! xP. I was sooo proud of Kyla. She made it so 23:20 something i believe and she worked so hard! GO KYLA! And then I was so happy bout myself! I made 24:56!!!! I cut 4 minutes off my time!!!! WOOO!!! xP and yah. We all hung out cause Danielle came in 12th out of everyone so she got an award. GRATZ xP. OH!!! And nphs came in 9th overall out of 28 schools!!! N P H S Lets Go BOBCATS B O B C A T S! DO WORK!!!!! xP Luv ya all ^_^

FUN DAY...

lol. Today was so much fun. I mean it wasn't like anything BIG happened but it still was a pretty awesome day ^_^. Except that kyla was sick and wasn't there. Please get better kyla, im SO sorry i got you sick =(. But like art was SO funny. I sit with julia and macauley and katie and tim so its so much fun lol. And then not only that but stuff is going on with some people so i got to help out and it was so sweet. Its so wierd, i like thrive off drama. I love knowing something is going on and expecting the outcome and what not lol. But yah. French was fun cuz i sit with macauley and nick and joe and nick's lil bro oliver. It's so entertaining watching them wanna tear eachother's head off xP. hahaha. But yah. And then grantham, which oddly wasn't that boring. idk y, i usually and always HATE that class but today was ok. OH we got progress reports in art tho. I did ok, all a's and b's except one c, which was a 79 -.-, one point away. Ugh haha. And like the only reason I got it was because SHE lost my lab!!! but w/e lol. Ok but then lunch was fun haha. Me and jeuxlsh sraightened our hair for picture day and then went to lockers and then to the library and some how got on the topic of first periods. it was wierd haha. And then we went to Ringo which we had a free day and at half the period we went to pictures. It was soo unnormal, usually it takes forever but this time it took like 10 minutes, literally. lol But then johnston, and we just presented today, but everyone was having fun and laughing and so was Mrs. Johnston. I think she's my favorite teacher this year ^_^. And then came sauriol. She was actually nice today. And we all had fun and goofed off. Over all it was a good day ^_^. And then i got home and ran so yah lol. That was really nice ^_^. Ugh i just cant describe how happy i am rite now. I dont know why i just feel so contempt and relaxed and happy and fulfilled lol. OH I MADE VARSITY!!!!!!! The first race of the season was yesterday! It was a 5k and i came in 6th out of 7 places. I was sooo proud ^_^. I didn't think I was gonna be able to make it lol. BUT I DID!!!! And now this weekend I get to go to orlando with the team for another 5k xPPPPP lol.

BEST DAY EVER...

Omg ok today was sooo hilarious! Ok im gonna go in order cuz I don’t wanna leave anything out lol. Ok well first off this morning well I felt horrible so yah. But im all like I need so much water and so we got to school and I got like 3 bottles of water xP, no lie haha. And then like so we ran into Emily so then me kyla and Emily went to the gazebo. And ok, lol, kylie snuck up and scared Emily so Emily poured water on her and it was sooo funny! And so kylie left and im like ugh u so mean xP and she like oh yah and im like yah and I poured water on her!! Omg soo hilarious! And then tim came and we were all threatening him with water and the next thing you know you see Emily chasing tim down the fields hahaha. OMG and tim’s pants kept on falling down!!! Hahahahha. I mean GROSSSS lol. But like so me and kyla had to go to art. And like in art, me and kyla kept getting into poke fights and stuff and so in the middle of class kyla pokes me REALLY hard so everyones quiet and then outta no where u hear “UGH”” hahahahhaha. Omg soo funny and were cracking up and everyones looking at us like what the lol. And then so me and kyla were talking and we were talking bout our cross country meet tomorrow, and were like oh shit we got a project to present, and julias like what! And were like no worries, well kidnap u and take u with us xP, and im like ok ill bring the duck tape. And kyla like u know its DUCTtape rite? And I look up with the most shocked expression and im like OMFG no way! R u serious?? OMG it was hilarious! Lol. I thought it was duck tape like quack quack, u know? Hashanah. And then so we get outta art and kyla shoves a gold fish down my shirt and im like screaming and im like JULIA THERES A GOLDFISH IN MY SHIRT and im like OMG I CAN FEEL IT and kylas cracking up and shes like u know whats funny? And im like what? And shes like I never put a goldfish in ur shirt… and im like ummmm really???? Hashanah omg good times xP. Well then I go to French and French was fun cuz macauley sits behind me now and like she drew this AMAZING rose and so im like that rose is mine xP and she lik no way and im like yah ill steal it and yada yada haha. And like not much was at lunch, EXCEPT we were sitting in the library and I hit myself -.- again… but OMG ok I forgot haha. When we were at the gazebo in the morning, the dude from lunch that I think is like TOTALLY cool walked by and like stared at me the whole way xP hahaha. But yah ok then I go ringo. Same ol same ol. And then in Johnston me and kyla goofed off again xP. And then came science.. BUM BUM BUMMMM. Ok, Emily stole Sergio’s watch because she loves it and I stole Emily’s bracelet because I love it lol. And then Sergio wanted his watch back and Emily wouldn’t give it back till I gave her bracelet back and so I give it back but Sergio steals it for collateral for his watch and then I got the bracelet and so me, Emily and Sergio all get in this huge wrestling match right there in the middle of everyone while people were waiting to leave and omg sooo much fun. And then like so I put my hands in between my legs so Sergio cant get the bracelet and im like HA and then Sergio literally goes for it from behind and im like OMFG hahahahahahahaha and then when we were walking to lockers it continued lol, and like Emily was tackling Sergio for her bracelet and then Sergio and Amanda were fighting for Emily’s backpack(Amanda was on Emily’s side) and like my foot got caught in the strap so here’s Sergio and Amanda playing tug o war with the backpack while my leg was being pulled and omg soooo funny! AND OK then Sergio did the same thing to Emily as he did to me and Emily said the most hilarious fucking thing ever! She’s like “Ok it’s all up in my business u cant have it”. I don’t know why but its sooo funny to me and the way she said it! OMG you had to be there lol. Fun day, fun day xP. I LOVE YOU KYLA, EMILY, SERGIO, AMANDA and all the peeps that made this day fun!!! Hashanah *AND DON’T THINK I FORGOT ABOUT GETTING YOU WET KYLA*

Sick...

Ugh well im sick. and it sucks but oh well. nothing i can do about it. I was talking to my mom and she like u gots to take ur medecine and im like ummm nah. i was thinking and why take medecine when it doesnt cure ur sickness anyway. she like well u dont have a common cold u have a virus. and im like well u cant kill a virus either. and she had this totally confused look and then like 2 minutes later shes just like will u just take ur medecine?? it was so funny haha. But yah. There's a cross country race tuesday. and it determines if you make it onto varsity or not. so im like REALLY nervous. i REALLY wanna make it! ugh. im gonna run sooo hard! i swear. just like kyla said ill keep running until i peauk! not to be gross haha. im just soo nervous just even thinking about it. But w/e. and then progress reports come out. im soo nervous! my grades are horrible and school is soo hard! i already have like 3 huge projects all at once! its ridiculous! my god! ugh. i just want summer again. i swear. lol. it like all summer u dieing for school rite? u like miss everyone and beg for it u know? and then the second school comes your like OMFG KILL ME. especially when u go to pv.

Cross Country...

Last night was so much fun! I went to cross country practice with Kyla and Ashelyn and her friend Kayla. Everyone on the team is soo nice and like, we got there and we had to do strides to stretch and I kept falling behind because I was doing it wrong, and im like AHH but in a funny way lol. And then so we had to start running and we were just doing a slow 2 miles jog cuz it was “bonding time” lol. We all need to be a family if we want to be a team. And there were a few girls who couldn’t keep up so we stopped for them and it was really nice. Ive never been able to be part of something like that, and I got so lucky to be with such nice friends. And I REALLY love cross country. I love running, and I love feeling healthy and all of that. But the qualifying race is Tuesday. It determines if you make it onto varsity or not. And obviously there are a few people who will most definitely make it on to varsity. I just hope I can. There’s 4 spots that I know are filled because they’re such great runners. But I really hope I make it. I know im good enough. I just don’t know how well the new girls are. But I think I can make it. I know I can make it. If I make it onto varsity, I get to go to the track meet out of town Saturday. And we all stay in a hotel room and goof off and have so much fun. And it was nice cuz coach gave us this like, pep speech and then the captain of the team talked to us, and we all came up with a phrase. I know, its kinda weird. But we’re all just special on the track team. It’s “Do Work”. Don’t ask haha. I don’t know either xP. But yah. Lots of fun. And its nice because it gives me something to get away from my family. Ive been having some problems with everyone lately. Like, mom, dad and amber are all good and happy, but im the outsider. So I like being able to go to this team and they accept me ^_^. We’re all gonna be a family ^_^.

My Mom...

OMG this is so annoying. Lately all I hear out of my mom's mouth is why aren't we close? or you have such an attitude. It's so annoying. Like yesterday, we went to subway and my mom never said a drink was for my dad and i take a sip and she like what are you doing. and im like oh i didnt know. and she like w.e u can have it. and i said i didnt want it since she said it was for my dad then she got all pissed and was yelling at me and im like OMFG. and like then not taking a drink turned into ok i see how the future is gonna be. we arent gonna be close. what happened to the daughter who cared about me?? and im OMFG STFU. and then today, i said i liked my aunt teri's zidi but i dont like lazagna. and she like what is your obsession with aunt teri? when all i said was i like her zidi, and i only said it because my mom bought zidi for dinner tomorrow. so im like omfg and we get in this arguement and my moms all like damn u have an attitude. well u know what? yeah i do. im sick of all this crap. im on purposely breaking away from my family. dont get me wrong i love them, but all this is getting old. im my own person and i can act how i wanna act, and u know what, im not afraid anymore. she tells me no to something well ill be too bad, im doing it. or shell tell me like ur being a bratty shit and ill be like fine, well your being an overbearing, lieing and annoying mom. i aint taking this anymore. and then also with my dad. do you really think im buying this guise dad? out of nowhere u care if u talk to me or i spend time with the family? Its like what family? Moms always mad at me and i dont even do anything, dads just there, i dont even know after what happened, and amber is always pissed and hates me. So w/e.

I Am Sad...

I can't run today. It's like REALLY stormy and nasty outside and like there was a tornado warning and all so my mom wont let me run -.- I gotta run!! ugh lol. But other than that, things are good. I am like soo happy cuz someone wasnt able to talk to someone today, so that someone is still mine ^_^. I mean no offense, to the one someone but he'll say no, and i really think that, so the someone is mine xP. I know you're confused. So am I hahahaha

Crying and Drama...

Last night was so sad and ugh. I got in this huge arguement with sergio and for a second i thought i lost my best friend. I was crying literally all night. And then something happened with another one of my friends and i felt sooo guilty and like yah and so i got guilt eating at me alive. Idk. Things arent falling apart but they are. It like they'er under control, cause i think me and sergio worked things out, but i still feel like theyre horrible. its wierd...

OMFG....

Everyone's fighting and arguing and getting pissed at me and i didnt even do anything! Screw them... -.-

Yah...

I have like been bombarded with so much work from school. It’s like their main goal is to suck the fun and time outta everything and make it to where we have no lives. I mean, I think they’re jealous or something that we have friends and a social life and they don’t cause they’re always grading papers or making tests or something they don’t wanna do. But you know what? Fuck that. I WILL have a life and I already have it planned for me and kyla to go to the NPHS Varsity Football Team home game tomorrow. It’s gonna be fun. I was supposed to go with Nicole, then Kyla wanted to come so all three of us were going but then Nicole got plans to go out with Ryan, her bf. So, me and Kyla r gonna go xP. I think her sister may have to come though. Oh well, ashelyn’s nice and fun. So I think we’re all gonna have a great time. Oh! And I don’t know if I told you guys this, I probably have, idk but like the blonde kid at lunch that I like and is a junior, yah… I kinda am always screwing it all up. I mean I have it all planned to talk to him and Ill be like today is the day! Then come lunch, the second I walk to that table, I just end up asking Matt for the rubix cube or something and making a HUGE dumbass outta myself. And I walk back to the table and I can hear all of them at that table laughing like what is she like ur stalker? When in reality all I wanna do is talk to the blonde kid. And I don’t even know him but I know matt, so ill talk through matt to get to know him. But UGH I get to my table and im like FUCK. So yah, I REALLY wanna talk to him. Like a lot… =(. Im so screwed... haha and now u gonna think im wierd lol. well im just attracted to the blonde guy.. i mean yah he seems nice but i dont know him. of course i wish i could. but like then theres someone else that i like and he is nice and yada yada. hahahaha xP

Nicole's House...

Yo ma peeps. I'm at nicole's place rite now. It's been so much fun xP. Like yesterday I cam over and we just like started playing monkeyball... dont ask -.-.... haha and then we like got bored and her wierd ass cousin came over haha. And so we decided to go see nicole's like really hot boyfriend lol, who im offlimits to -.- hahahahahaha. And like it was really far away but i was so proud because i decided to run there and so i even got my running done for the day. And like while we were there we talked and nicole got green crap on her shoe so i poured freezing cold water on it xP. And we came back and like ok this was the freaky part. Nicole's phone started beeping and typing all this crap, prob because her phone got wet since we were running in the pouring rain xP SOOOO much fun. And like ok. Nicole told me this story, true by the way, bout how her phone got like millions of texts from this phone and it wasnt even an actual phone number. And like they all said call 911 and crap. And then she got lke 3 voicemails from it too. And they all made this REALLY FEAKIN SCARY noise and she played it and i like freak and threw her phone. And like yah. I had fun xP. Im still at her place now so yup. OMG i forgot. Ok like last night, obviously nicole knows i think her boyfriend is hot, but ok. we were bout to pass out and she just like you gonna be dreaming bout my bf rnt u? and im like no. And she like i mean hes so hot. and im like r u trying to get me to dream bout him? and she says no. And then ok so like 5 seconds l8er after it was dead silent nicole says, r u thinking about dreaming about my bf??? and im like WTF hahahahaha. so im just like w.e. maybe i did, maybe i didnt... xP. Nah i didnt. I had a scary dream bout her cell phone coming to life and like taking us hostage hahahaha. ok im still at her place so see my dudes on the flip side l8er