Driving...

Today I got to go on backroads and drive for about an hour. It was so much fun! And i did really good too. I did as if ive been driving for ever lol. Yah I messed up once or twice when stopping too hard but that was it lol. But yah, ive just been really sad lately with Kido dieing and all. I really miss him and I walk in my room and it is so empty. I miss him so much. He was my baby =(. But yah. Today's run was a bit hard. My legs hurt like hell but i kept going, so you should be proud kyla haha.

Cross Country Meet...

Well im gonna start from friday night cause that was kinda big i guess. I went to the mall with my friend nicole and yah it was really fun. We met up with her two friends Shane and Steven and they were nice. Steven really likes nicole and i feel bad because she's kinda torn between the two. But i knwo shell make the right choice ^_^. Of course I got yelled at though because I didnt call when I did, a million times, both numbers. She just was looking on the wrong side of the mall. And of course she jumps out of the car when she sees me and walks up in front of EVERYONE and screams at me and im like WHAT THE FUCK but oh well. It was a miscommunication and we both apologized so ugh.. w/e lol. But then the next day i had to get up at 4 in the fucking morning -.-. But it was ok. We had a xc meet and it was AWESOME. I did horrible in time but hey, I just lost my ghecko, i didnt feel good and i was tired. I WILL do better at disney next weekend. And Dallas made it onto varsity ^_^. CONGRATULATIONS! So now I can hang with him at the hotel in orlando ^_^. But yah. It was fun though because we got into this HUGE water fight and me and tyler soaked Dennis with FREEZING water! I felt SO bad lol. And then afterwards I went to kyla's for a bit. We had fun. Me and her mom ganged up on her and sergio lol. But were just joking kyla. It all fun, nothing serious haha ^_^. I buried Kido yesterday. It was really sad. But I know he's in a better place. I miss you buddy.

May Kido Rest In Peace... I Love You With All My Heart...

Well, today was a really sad day. Kido, my leopard ghecko, has been having a lot of problems health wise. And, he hasnt been eating and all. Well, this morning I woke up and went to mist him first thing, and he didnt move like he usually does. He has been looking so horrible his legs wouldnt work and he wouldnt walk and wouldnt eat. But so he wouldnt move. And so i tried picking him up and I knew he was gone. Kido Unsinger passed the morning of 10/03/08. I will miss him soo much. I cant help but feel horrible about it because like, I tried feeding him for hours and he jsut wouldnt. But, I have to think of this as a good thing kind of because now he wont suffer anymore. And he can rest in peace. I love you kido. But yah, i was crying all this morning. But then all my wonderful friends kept chearing me up. I dont know what I would do without them. I would literally kill myself. Thank you guys for being the best family anyone could ever have. I have a cross country party tonight but I dont know if i want to go yet. Its just kinda awkward because all these girls look totally awesome in these cool bikinis and here i am sitting there in this old, worn down bathing suit and trunks -.- Way to look good Ashli, real smooth lol. But yah. I got like no sleep last night so im really drowsy haha. Ugh, Im glad it is the weekend. Theres a cross country meet tomorrow so ill get to see Dallas, so I guess that is good. I havent been talking to him a lot lately so w/e. He does have a gf and they do look really cute together. Id feel horrible if i got in the way of that. But that dont mean we cant be friends ^_^. I LOVE YOU KIDO! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

Birds...

Today was so annoying. I had to take care of the birds all by myself and of course it was the last day to do it so i had all this work i had to do. I did it the last day last time too. I swear i think amber plans to leave the very last day so she doesnt have to do all of the work. But anyways, today was so much fun! i swear we spun around again at lunch xP. im trying to get the video i made of yesterday it is so sweet xP. But yah, and that was that and then like i did ok in johnston on our book reviews. I actually think im gonna do ok! ^_^. But yah, Im really bored. I need something to do haha. Like, tomorrow im going to a cross country pool party, WOO lol. And then saturday there is another cross country meet. Im gonna try my hardest to keep up with kyla this time. If i can do that through out the whole race, ill be so happy! ^_^. I get nervous jsut thinking about it haha. But yah. No one is ever on myspace anymore -.- hahaha. And then on top of that but no one ever answers the phone lol. Im so lonely, I have no body, on my own OOOOHHHH hahaha jk jk lol. But seriously, bout the phone or myspace haha xP.

Skipped School Kinda...

Well today. I was extremely tired, and yah. And I really needed time to finish this book review shit. -.- So I kinda skipped school so w/e. My mom knows im home so yah Im fine. But, im extremely lonely and bored lol. Gosh u people are gay for not being home -.- hehehe xP

Ugh Highschool WILL Kill Me I Swear...

This is so annoying! There is sooo much work in high school. And it ticks me off SO much. I mean, it's like they try to make it to where we absolutely CANNOT have lives. It's just ugh. And then like, on top of projects that are EXTREMELY long, there is homework, studying for tests yada yada yada. I just sometimes hate it at pv. I love pv its my home, but i want a life. I want to be able to plan things late and go sure ill come. Not only that but pv is an hour from my home so I cant hang out with my friends there cause they all live so frickin far away from me. I havent gone to julia's in over a year -.-. I mean, don't get me wrong, i love my friends and never wanna leave them. I grew up with them, they're my family. I just.. can't handle the stress.

BEST PHONE CONVO EVER...

Ok so like last night, I was talking to Dallas over myspace. and we kept talking back and forth and then he like well i g2g soon u should call me if u wanna keep talking. So im like well depends, ill call if u wanna keep talking. and he like do u wanna keep talking? And im like i asked u first, but maybeeee, xP. But then i had to go so i messaged him and was like heyy call me. And so like at 10 he called and we talked till 1 in the morning! It was SO nice! We were being so open and he was telling me things. And now he knows i like him cause he made me tell him. It was wierd though, like cause I knew he knew it was him, but like he still made me say it lol. And so like, he's just like well i have to admit ur cute and fun to hang with. And AHH AMAZING haha. And then like we were talking and he's like, this is wierd. I feel like I know you and yah. And im just like, well atleast your being honest with me ^_^. OMG im so happy! And like, the he was like you need to come over some time, or now. And im like i would if i could but i cant. And hes like y and im like well its 11 and my cousin is over and my mom wouldnt let me. And he like my parents rnt here rite now and im like yah well mine r lol. And then he told me how he was going four-wheeling today and im like oooooh i LOVE fourwheeling and hes like u should come. And im like well, depends on what time your going. My cousin might still be here. So if madi wasn't here, id be fourwheeling hanging on tight to Dallas RIGHT NOW...... -.- lolol. But oh well. He told me to call him today. So im waiting a bit. So i dont seem needy. Im just so happy, i think this will go somewhere. Cause Julia is always telling me how I decieve my heart and im always like how. And she says u always REALLY like some1 but u never go after them. Well now I am and julia's so proud of me xP. Im so happy ^_^. Anyone does anything to take away this happiness, u die hahahahahahahahaa lol. jk jk xP

SOOO AMAZING I SWEAR...

OMG today was like the BEST ever!!! lol. Well see there was the North Port Invitational today which was a cross country meet. It was awesome!!! Everyone ran soo good! I mean that was wonderful but that wasn't the best part.Ok, I really have problems with talking to the people I like, and I really like this guy named Dallas. And so, I was talking to him and OMG i was so happy! He and Dennis were like just hanging out with me and kyla. And like, kyla is into Dennis. Don't get me wrong I am sooo attracted to him, and I'd be so interested if he wanted me or something, but no. I like Dallas lol. And so we all got in a HUGE water fight. And when they were running me and kyla kept cheering them on and yah. And then like when it was the awards ceremony, Dallas pushed me over cause we were sitting and so i pushed him and then he was playing dead rite? And so im like r u dead? lol and he's like yah. But u need to be dead with me. And im like y? Hes like cause and im like ok.. so he grabbed my hand and pulled me down lol. And then i was really tired so i layed on his stomach and then ashelyn laid on mine then kyla laid on hers then Dennis on hers. OMG it was so much fun! We flirted soo much and i NEVER can flirt lol. I did good xP. And like, I love the fact that he dont go to pv. I like that he can drive and so i can see him outside of school and all. I just hope this goes somewhere ^_^. And not only that but now i got two amazing friends, Dallas and Dennis. Dennis is a senior and hes joining the army =(, good luck Dennis. Remember, i forbid u from dieing xP. And yah. Dallas is a sophomore xP. I love em both xP.

Dinner At My Grandma's...

I went down to my grandma's for dinner tonite so yah. Madi was there and all so we hung out all day. And like, so we walk down to the newspaper stand to get her a paper for her project rite? And we get there and im like OMFG its a buck 75! Cause our grandma only gave us a buck 50 for it. Plus it's an extremely long walk there lol. So madi like nu uh. No way i aint leavin till she comes here lol. So then Madi like starts attacking the coin return button and it actually gave us 2 quarters!! haha and so we go to put it in and the thing was jammed! So madi starts attacking the whole stand and i start hitting and kicking it and like we unjammed it xP. Yah, we're that amazing hehe xP. But yah we got our paper and then went back. And we started playing football and i wooped her @$$ in canasta xP. But yah. OH and dinner was SOOO good haha. ^_^

CROSS COUNTRY...

This weekend was SO much fun. The cross country team went to orlando for a meet but like, the whole ride up there i was miserable and being all to myself cause i got in a fight with sergio friday. And like, it all ticks me off SO much. there's no reason for it. Idk, there's just something and UGH. Like, he starts telling me all this stuff i do ticks him off, well how the heck u want me to fix it if u dont even let me know theres a problem??? And then he starts judging me on this conversation me and emily had, and he like oh well i dont even know the whole argument so yah. And im like OMFG u dont even know what we were talking about and plus it wasnt an argument. I just think im ready to tell him to have a good life. We're always getting in these fights and what not, and they all piss me off. Cause apparently im an "authoritative" person and always think im right. U know what screw u. But yah. So like well I got over it. Im just like im with friends that care about me so im gonna have fun. And like, we got there and the hotel was crap haha. But what ever. We went to check out the track and we all got in this huge seed throwing fight and OMG it hurt soo much but it was soo much fun haha! xP and then so we went to eat at golden corral and then the guys went back to the hotel but we girls went to Old Town xP. SOOO much fun. We went on this kiddy roller coaster thingy and were all thinking its gonna be all stupid and lame, but we went on it anyway. But like we got on and then it went like pretty fast haha. It was awesome xP. And so we got back to the hotel and we all went to bed. And then we woke up at 5 frickin 30 hahaha and we went to the race and OMG everyone did SOOO GREAT TODAY!!! I think everyone on the girls cross country team set a new pr! xP. I was sooo proud of Kyla. She made it so 23:20 something i believe and she worked so hard! GO KYLA! And then I was so happy bout myself! I made 24:56!!!! I cut 4 minutes off my time!!!! WOOO!!! xP and yah. We all hung out cause Danielle came in 12th out of everyone so she got an award. GRATZ xP. OH!!! And nphs came in 9th overall out of 28 schools!!! N P H S Lets Go BOBCATS B O B C A T S! DO WORK!!!!! xP Luv ya all ^_^