Macauley's House...

Today I went to Macauley's house to work on our shakespeare project. It is gonna be awesome! It was originally just me and macauley and we had fun. We rehearsed our lines and found costumes. Now for the fun part, but then Alexis came. So we had to make sure the dress fit her(i have to be a dude by the way lol). So she tried it on and it got stuck. And so we're all there trying to shove this dress off of Alexis. And Alexis is like, "Good thing Jonathan isn't here, because he would have been in the hall anyway while we're changing, and would have heard us going like UH UH AHH lol and be like What the HELL?!" LOLOL It was SO frickin funny!And so to top that off, we still had to find a dress for Alexis so almost every one we tried got stuck. It was SO funny. But yah. Oh, and today, I was reading my friend Sergio's blog and if you have been reading mine you would know we're in a sticky situation right now. But I was reading and thinking about it all so i'm posting this here for the world to see... Sergio, I'm sorry for being hard-headed and sutbborn. I just have lost so many friends and when you said the things you did, I paniced. Im sorry. I want to talk again, I want to have hilarious random outbursts of laughter, I just want everything to be the way it used to be. And now I can't but feel this is all my fault for overreacting to the things you said. Yah they still bug me and I still am confused to an extent but I want my sergio back. Will you forgive me?

My Sister Might Join Us...

My big sissy might join us! She might become a fellow blogger! ^_^. I guess that'd be cool... I think... Lol. I'm joking. I love my sister. Her name is Amber, she's cool. I guess... ^_^

The Issues Are Building...

Today was I guess ok. Sergio sat with me again, and this time he didn't say anything. Quite frankly I can barely even look at him because when ever I do my head floods with questions. But forget about that. I had History finals again today. THEY WERE SO HARD! She made us do a timeline and fill in events and crap. I walked in to the classroom and was like, "Oh... I'm screwed." ^_^ But yah. And then I feel really bad because I fell asleep on Kyla on the bus today. She was probably bored out of her mind. I'm sorry kyla, =). And once I got home, I met up with my best friend Nicole at the bridge. It was GREAT to see her but it was close to storming so I was a bit scared. I am scared to DEATH of storms, even tiny gray clouds in the sky. I know, it's pathetic, lol. But yah, there was lots to talk about with her. But even though some of them weren't all that great, I loved it. I felt like I was getting my old best friend back, and that's what I want ^_^. I've known Nicole since kindergarten and don't want to lose her ^_^. Love you too Nicole! (By the way I am not lesbo everybody, I just love my friends like sisters lol)

Finals...

Today was so slow and boring. I had two finals today. History I was worried about but it was ok. Then came french. French was SO frickin easy... im not even joking. Its so funny because in sixth and seventh grade, when ever we would read a dialogue or watch a movie in french we'd always laugh and make fun of the people because we didn't understand it. But now, I can read actual books and watch actual movies. I don't know, I just feel so proud. ^_^ But yah, nothing is really new. My best friend Kyla, and I love her to death, but is kind of seeming strange because she is so set on me making up with Sergio. But i wont sell out because for once, im going to stand up for myself. BUT YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART KYLA, AND IM SAYING THIS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU'LL BE READING THIS! ^_^ But yah...

I Don't Understand...

Wow. Lot's have happened in the past day and a half. Sergio, my best friend, said some things last night, and I just honestly, truly do not understand. He keeps saying you're taking it the wrong way and all and he didnt mean anything by it, but that doesn't change the fact that he said it. People do things for reasons, and there has to have been a reason why. But yet, he won't tell me. Things may get all better but that will always be with me no matter what. Friendships take effort, it's not enough... All these things added up don't make me feel any better. And then, I go to school today and after first period, he walks up and hugs me like nothing ever happened! It's just... i don't even know. I may be overreacting but I know what he said, and they all weren't positive. There's nothing he can say that will make me think otherwise. I just need my space right now. Today at lunch was so awkward. He sits with me every tuesday and so I had to sit there, feeling miserable, putting on a fake smile just so it wouldn't be awkward. Oh but it was. I was dieing inside, feeling torn up. I just don't get it. I just don't.

Weekend Fun...

This weekend was so long yet fun at the same time! Kyla came over to celebrate her 14th birthday and we camped out in the tent. Now no one judge me, lol, but in the middle of the night i got scared because I kept hearing noises. Last time I camped out I was attacked by killer raccoons, NO JOKE, so obviously Kyla came inside with me. OH! I forgot, that day, we walked down to the bridge, but we were stalked by two boys(one cute, one not) and an icecream man! It was so funny. The cute one's name was Cody... by the way. But then the next day we went swimming at my Great Aunt Sharon's and had brownies. But right after that Kyla had to go home. That night I called and talked to Sergio for a bit too. Sergio is my best friend, along with Julia, Kyla and Sunny. But yah...