Crying and Drama...

Last night was so sad and ugh. I got in this huge arguement with sergio and for a second i thought i lost my best friend. I was crying literally all night. And then something happened with another one of my friends and i felt sooo guilty and like yah and so i got guilt eating at me alive. Idk. Things arent falling apart but they are. It like they'er under control, cause i think me and sergio worked things out, but i still feel like theyre horrible. its wierd...