Yah...

I have like been bombarded with so much work from school. It’s like their main goal is to suck the fun and time outta everything and make it to where we have no lives. I mean, I think they’re jealous or something that we have friends and a social life and they don’t cause they’re always grading papers or making tests or something they don’t wanna do. But you know what? Fuck that. I WILL have a life and I already have it planned for me and kyla to go to the NPHS Varsity Football Team home game tomorrow. It’s gonna be fun. I was supposed to go with Nicole, then Kyla wanted to come so all three of us were going but then Nicole got plans to go out with Ryan, her bf. So, me and Kyla r gonna go xP. I think her sister may have to come though. Oh well, ashelyn’s nice and fun. So I think we’re all gonna have a great time. Oh! And I don’t know if I told you guys this, I probably have, idk but like the blonde kid at lunch that I like and is a junior, yah… I kinda am always screwing it all up. I mean I have it all planned to talk to him and Ill be like today is the day! Then come lunch, the second I walk to that table, I just end up asking Matt for the rubix cube or something and making a HUGE dumbass outta myself. And I walk back to the table and I can hear all of them at that table laughing like what is she like ur stalker? When in reality all I wanna do is talk to the blonde kid. And I don’t even know him but I know matt, so ill talk through matt to get to know him. But UGH I get to my table and im like FUCK. So yah, I REALLY wanna talk to him. Like a lot… =(. Im so screwed... haha and now u gonna think im wierd lol. well im just attracted to the blonde guy.. i mean yah he seems nice but i dont know him. of course i wish i could. but like then theres someone else that i like and he is nice and yada yada. hahahaha xP