Even More Family Problems...

Well yesterday was hell. After everything with Jamie coming down and stuff, my mom and dad got in an argument. And then  my dad was pissed and needed someone to take his anger out on. me. of course im not gonna take that shit anymore. Screw him, this is my life. But in the middle of me talking to madison through the webcam, so she can hear all of it, he comes in my room, starts screaming at me because im on my laptop, and he just said some heartless things. and im so not afraid of him anymore. he cant treat me like that. so i started screaming back. and then he screams saying, "I didnt raise of bunch of ungrateful selfish bitches!" He literally called me a bitch! So i screamed back, "Dont you dare call me that! Thats how your acting!" And my dad got all up in my face and so i told him to get out of my face and then my mom stepped in and ugh. And so then i had to go out with my grandma and hailey, after everything that had just happened. But i have to admit it was fun. Our grandma took us to kidstar. At first it was kinda corny because its a little kid place, so we were just trying to make our grandma happy. But then she paid for us to do go-carts twice, glow in the dark mini golf and laser tag. The glow in the dark mini golf was fun because in the middle of it, this thing popped out out of no where and started talking and we screamed haha. And then the laser tag was really fun cause as we were waiting this group of 4 people walked in. And the guy was like well they were here first but you guys can play together if you want. So we were all like ok sure sounds fun. But then once we got all geared up, i realized we were a different color from them. Me and Hailey were versing 4 people! hahaha. it was fun lol. But of course when i got home my mom wasnt there. And when i walked in the house my dad was on the couch. And i had absolutely nothing to say to him.  I was pissed beyond comprehension. so i just walked into my room and was laying on my laptop. And then he slams my door open and starts screaming at me again. He said, "you know what? i dont care if you hate. Why dont you go call DCF on me again and tell them how horrible of a father i am. Better yet, ill go call them for you. you got what you wanted the laptop, and now your done with your family." and heres where he really screamed. "Im not helping any of your friends, im not helping you. Your ungrateful and i swear to god. You dont even fucking care." And he slammed my door really hard. And i was just speechless because he brought up the child services thing. He doesnt know how it feels to know i caused that. I swear to god i hate him! He can go rot in hell! im not speaking to him. OH! And then when my mom got home and realized i was balling my eyes out, i told her what happened, and she went and yelled at my dad. So i walked out into the living room right as my dad was saying, "Its like she doesnt even wanna be in this family!" And i had the most pissed look at him, and he was like what do you have a problem? And im like "How the hell do i not wanna be in this family?! i hang out with mom all the time!" and he was like "well maybe its just me then" And so i screamed so fucking loud "MAYBE IT IS!!!!" and then he argued with my mom some more. And later on he said to me "I dont care if you hate me, but im still your father and you will speak to me with respect" so i said "no". Like hell im gonna show that bastard respect. if it were up to me he would have never even came back home after he cheated on my mom this summer. Oh rite, no cheating on ur mom sure shows how much you care and wanna be in this family! Let this be noted to the whole world, my dad, steve, is dead to me.