Busy Weekend...

Well im gonna be a busy bee this weekend. I have to go to a cross country race tomorrow morning then i go to madi's and babysit 3 4yearolds then i dont know bout sunday but yah. itll be hecktic lol . did i spell that rite? but yah. im so happy for nicole she and the guy shes been liking a lot finally hooked up. and things with me and max are all good now. schools kind of been good lately. actually, not good, great. I love my friends. i love them all. i dont know what i would do. like, i walk into campus, and i look at our group, and see everyone laughing and smiling, i just feel so lucky. i have great friends. and none of them are the kind of people who do drugs or smoke or anything. they're just there for me when i need them. They're my family. They're the only ones i got. But yah. I dont know why lately but ive been really wanting to sing a lot. I love singing ^_^. i can just express myself with no ifs, ands or buts. I love it ^_^. But yah. Things with kyla and zac are kind of cooled down. I felt so bad for zac. he felt so crushed. he texts me one night and is like i am 60% sure she likes me xP and im just like good 4 u ^_^ but inside im like, she doesnt like u dude. plz dont get ur hopes up cause ull just be shot out of the sky. but it all worked out. I have to support McCain in this debate thing in history class. I wanted to be one of the ones who dont have a side cause, quite frankly, i HATE politics. i could care less. But, being the good person that i am, and the fact that no one would volunteer and i wanted to get the hell out of there, im like w.e. Emily's going with Austin to the dance tonight. I thought that was cute. I could tell when i looked at him that he had a thing for emily. It was cute ^_^. But other than that life's good. I got some random comment by someone the other day telling me to get the fuck off sergio's back. And i just wanna say if they ever read my blog again, they dont know the whole story. Sergio has done things b4 that i bet anything u dont know and he and i have gotten in fights. out of nowhere he told me that our friendship isnt working, as in he doesnt wanna be my friend, while the whole time i thought he was my best friend. Then he starts saying that pretty much all these things i do piss him off so much and he cant stand me sometimes. and im like umm ok? and it all came out of nowhere. and now this? I just dont wanna deal with it anymore. who ever you are, i dont care if you think im a bitch. Go ahead. Ive been through too much already and im not gonna take any shit in my life anymore. Im going to enjoy this one life that i have and live it to the fullest. And i wont surround myself by people who wont let me do that. I love my life. I hate some of my experiences, but if i didnt have them, i wouldnt be who i am today. And if i wasnt who i am, i wouldnt have the ones that i love in my life. I wouldnt have my friends. I love you guys =).