Ugh...

Well everythin about today is nothing compared to what happened once i left school. Ive been so stupid. I always say that I hate players and i cant stand them and ugh. And they just literally make me sick to think some1 could be so cruel when it comes to someones love. Love is giving someone the ability to break your heart, but trusting them enough not to. Yet people abuse that power. Well yah. Well turns out max is the biggest player on the face of the planet. I thought he was different. I thought he had everything. The looks, personality, loyalty, honesty. The conversations weve had he sounded so sweet and everything id ever want. And now, i find out hes the biggest player and ive been so stupid! How could i let myself fall for someone like that! it pisses me off! I just wanna scream at him. But julia told me something. He knows no better. To him its ok. To me, its horrible. I just... i thought he was different.