Guitar...

Ive been playing lots of guitar lately. Idk what it is about it, but i love it! lol. I cant wait to get home everyday and run in my room and start playing. Ive learned so many songs that for once, I can actually play. Lets see. Ive learned: believe in dreams by flyleaf, a place in this world by taylor swift, drop in the ocean by michelle branch, second chances by michelle branch and till i get over you by michelle branch. Lots of michelle branch, i know lol. But, her songs have really good guitar to them, well, in my opinion. But yah. Its just so cool. I can play so many more chords now and i just love playing. Taylor says i need to learn riffs though. Like, riffs are basically guitar without chords. Like, i dont know if you understand what i mean but if u heard one you would know. Pretty much all taylor plays is riffs lol. But he's really good. I have to learn this one song, i think its called stay together for the kids by blink182. lol. sounds hard haha. But yah. im on the bus right now. And im really tired. But strangely enough, i went to bed on time last night. Taylor didnt call me last night. But yah. Fcats ware over. I think i did really good. its so easy its hilarious lol. I really want school tho. I wanna hang out with my friends today. Im not as stressed out right now about school as i have been. Because, art, french, geometry and english grades are all good. So im perfectly fine there. Then, in history, my grade has been struggling all year but i feel really good right now in that grade. Ive been turning in all my homework and stuff. But then, biology....
-.- dont even get me started lol. Mrs. sauriol is really nice she is. but shes a crappy teacher. I dont think its truly her, yet i do, but more that everyone goofs off and doesnt pay attention so she gets pissed off. last time i checked my grade i had a 74. But i just turned in a kick ass lab report for a big grade. And then i just took a huge test, and if i have any luck in the world, i got a B. Damn, i would love life if i got a B on that test. And then tomorrow is friday and we have ch. 6 cornell notes due tomorrow. Im gonna do them tonight. It might take me FOREVER, literally, but i need to do it. But yah. I guess, its just the idea of knowing where i stand when it comes to my grades. Ive already warned my mom about biology. Id rather tell her ahead of time than get screamed at when i get report cards. When do report cards come out? I hope not any time soon. 0.o but yah. What else is there to talk about? OH! Right. Well, my parents got in this huge fight. All because stupid amber. its all so frickin retarted. I swear. But like, my mom i guess her nerves are shot or something and shes really sick all of a sudden. And its pretty bad. But like always, they all put their differences aside (meaning my dad, mom and sister) and get mad at me. I think im what brings them together -.- but like, i hear all this arguing all the time, i see all this stupid shit and stupid fighting and ugh. So, i distance myself. I dont want to be part of that, and quite frankly, ive seen enough in my life already. i dont need to see anymore. so what ever. But, in that case, i dont spend time with them. I leave in the morning, come home, run in my room, dont see me till dinner time, get a plate, back in the room, put plate in sink, back in room. I dont think they see me for more than 5 minutes. And the sad thing is i like it that way. Its just how i am. Idk. is that a bad thing?