Wow...

Ok, well i havent posted in a LONG time and apparently you all know that lol. Well, of course i should start with the big things. I GOT THE GUY!! hahaha! Yup. Taylor and I are really close and i dont want it any other way. We see eachother every day at lunch and i know we like eachother and yah lol. Its so nice. Hes my taylor bear, long story lol. And, its just so nice. i dont understand how it happened. we were just talking and idk. im just so happy! i cant even explain it. today at lunch, we were laying next to eachother and he had me lay on his chest lol. it was nice. i never wanted to get up lol. i wanted to put my arm over him but i didnt know if i should so i didnt. Anyways, family wise has been ok. havent been spending much time with my family. but i like it that way. And julia and I have finally reconnected. its really nice. And she and luke r doing good so yah. well, yah haha. idk what else there is to say. hopefully i post consistantly from now on lol. But all in all, taylor is the biggest thing thats happened. (: He makes me so happy lol. I just hope i can make him as happy as he makes me.