Boys, Boys and more... Boys...

HOPE starts monday so that'll be fun! I want to meet new people so I actually have some friends to hang out with lol. But I do have Kyla, I love ya Kyla lol. Yah, Ive been talking to my ex lately. He says he wants to hang out sometime, so im debating if thats as friends or something else. Id be happy if it went either way which is wierd saying but I guess it'd be fun to go out again.(and actually see him this time) But I dont think he meant it like that. So, we'll see ^_^. Sergio's in Brazil. And last night I got an email and he told be about this valentine's day thing there. So later that night I called kyla and she told me he wrote "Don't freak ashli" on his blog. So i broke out in hysterical laughter and was like "What's that supposed to mean" but Kyla explained that he turned down people who just wanted to make out for fun so KOODOS TO SERGIO!! Im proud of ya(and me cuz my work paid off hehehehehe (X )lol. but seriously, nice work Sergio. I have this problem with my mom cuz she thinks im boy crazy when ever I go around a cute boy. Of course Im going to act differently I mean, im a teenage girl, with raging hormones(so is ryan) lol (remember kyla) =). I just really am looking forward to being in a seriosu relationship. Is that so wrong? I want a boyfriend to care about me and actually plan to see me whenever possible. And all my passed relationships(which we only 3 and each lasted a week)(pathetic I know) weren't really true or happy. Zack I dont even CONSIDER as a relationship. He scares me... Michael was, but I was completely in love with someone else, and Dalton could have been. Hes the one I said i was talking to lately. I really likes Dalton. But he dumped me the night before we were planning on going to a dance. Which would have been like my first date ever so of course i cried, lol, but it did hurt. Wow, Im rambling. But that's what this blog is for, right? My own diary. ^_^