Stupid Alarm Clock...

I don't understand what's going on. Im basically kicked out of Hope now. See, if you miss more than one day you can't go back. And monday, I woke up late. Something went wrong with my alarm clock even though i know i set it. So, I was like ok? But then come today. It happened again! I just don't get it. I've never had a problem hearing my alarm clock and out of no where I can't hear it? And even if I did wake up and turn it off, I always remember if I do. I swear. Like, I'll go back to sleep but know I'm sleeping. No lie. So yah. I'm screwed and am gonna have to take Hope during some school year. And this was the last summer to take it so it's not like I can just wait until next summer. it's driving me crazy. What if it is my fault? I'm so irresponsible. I mean, Im always trying and doing my best and getting everything done that needs to be done. Doing it right the first time, keeping my personal hygiene great. Cleaning my room, organizing stuff. But it's always the easiest things that I screw up. I mean, the other day I finally got tv in my room. And not jsut normal cable, all 900 channels from DirecTV so I was like yes! So I had the tv and ate dinner. 10 minutes later, 10 MINUTES, I went to push the tv back into the wall and what happens? The entire connector hook-up gets ripped out of the back of the tv because I tripped over the cord. Im a great person and have great qualities(not to brag or anything) but I am seriously a cluts. But the alarm clock thing? I just don't get it. I can and will swear up and down 100 times more, it's not my fault. Something happened or someone else turned it off. And the worst part, I won't get to see Kyla everyday. That's what made Hope so much fun for me. I looked forward to getting to hang out and sit next to my best friend every single day of the week. And now, I can't. So I'll probably barely see her now. =(