Kyla's House...

I went over to Kyla's and spent the night saturday night. It was fun. Except, i had to go to church with them. And, it was this jewish thing. Like, nothing against them or anything, i dont mean it like that, but it was so boring! all they did was talk about all this stuff and ehh. But, it was fun. Kyla, ashlynn and I goofed off the whole time. And after, that ashlynn accidentally dropped her cell phone in the parking lot of the church. So we had to drive all the way back to get it. I found it without even having to get out of the car. So that was nice. Convenient too. But yah. I talked to taylor for quite a bit and all that. And then when it was time for me and kyla to go to bed, we just whispered and had a really good conversation. Kyla is one of my best friends. No, she is my best friend. ♥ but yah. And then taylor called so us 3 were talking but then out of no where i got really hot and dizzy and nautious and i had to like run to the bathroom cause i was like dry heaving. Kyla talked to taylor while i was "indisposed" lol. But yah. So that was kind of scary. But then this morning, we all went for a run. I rode the bike while kyla and ashlynn ran. But, once we got to the highschool, i decided to run back while kyla was on the bike. So that was nice. But we had to switch cause i barely ate anything all day so i felt lightheaded. But, the scariest thing happened. I was riding the bike and talking to taylor. Then the bike swerved out of no where towards to road right at the exact moment a car was speeding by. I mean, i saw my life flash before my eyes and i screamed and what not. But the bike turned at the last second, the right before i was about to go flying into the middle of the road and in the way of the car. I just, i truly and honestly dont understand why im alive right now. But, im glad i am. It was so scary though. I was like shaking for 15 minutes afterwards. But, yah. After a while i went home. And then i had to go to my grandma's for a saint patrick's day dinner. It was yummy. But, i felt so out of it. Like, in the sense that, theyre so happy without me there. No matter what i said i was always wrong or stupid shit or i couldnt do this or that yada yada yada. It just pissed me off. And so, i was just like mom, can i walk home? and shes like sure. but the second i got around the corner, i took off my flipflops and i just ran! i loved it! Just, running, no one to stop me or to tell me no. Just keep running. It was like, if i just keep going, nothing can touch me or hurt me or betray me or anything! I just, for that one moment, i felt free.