Horrible...

I want my friends. I want to get away. I need a break from here. Something happened. That's all i'll say. But I am so sad. I feel horrible. I feel so angry, sad, confused and crushed all at the same time. I don't understand how one person can be so cruel and vicious. I don't get it. Why? That's my only question and it'll never be answered. Cause there is no answer. There is no excuse. There's no explanation. And these feelings will never go away. I just don't get it! Someone please. Can you put it in words i'll understand? You guys have no idea how good you probably have it. I mean after this all happened we had to go to walmart. And I saw people walking with babies and happy couples. And i'm just thinking, "Enjoy it while you can." I need someone to love me. Who won't hurt me. I feel so physically and emotionally exhausted. Why do people throw away the best things in their life? When they know there is nothing out there in the world better. And they just throw it away and take advantage of it like no big deal. Well guess what? It is! And you can't take things like that back. I swear that person better not expect me to forgive and forget. I hate them. And never want to see their face again!