Dallas Called...

Well, last night was really hard. Out of no where dallas called. And, he asked me why i was mad. Like he doesnt know why the liar. But anyways, and, i asked well who said i was mad. and hes just like i have connections from a higher power. So i think nicole's lieing to me about not talking to him. So thats kind of another slap in the face. But then, i explained to him everything. every single part of this whole situation that makes me so angry, and frustrated and depressed and miserable and heart broken. And basically, he gave me all the fucking excuses that he told me he uses on other girls and promised he wouldnt do to me. I told him like, how can you flirt with me so much and lead me on so much and then just drop me like i dont even exist, and for my best friend of all people. and hes like, theres a difference between me flirting and being nice. if i was flirting i would consistently be flirting with you. and im like, THATS EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK YOU DOING!!!! and not only that, but he used that line before to assure me that he isnt flirting with other girls and only likes me, fyi. its just so fucking retarted. And, i feel so heartbroken. I meant that little to him. I guess, it hurts so much cause i actually believed him and thought he cared. Oh and then Dallas is like yah well ashli you know what type of guy I am and im like yah but u know what type of girl i am and i take things seriously. And then im like well i got to go to bed. and hes like no, dont hang up the phone. and so im like no dallas i have to go. and hes like well what do you want more, go to bed or talk to me? and im like well i really wanna go to bed. and hes like are you fucking serious your gonna choose going to bed over talking to me? and i said i guess i am. so hes like you know what screw this bye and he hung up on me. im just like, how the hell can you be mad at me?! god! hes such a dick. OH and also in between getting mad at me and giving me all these stupid excuses hes like well we could make it work but it would take a lot of effort. so i said, yah but see i only date people who actually wanna date me back. i just, i cant believe him. i feel so crushed.