I Truly Understand Now..

Ok, do you ever have those moment where your just like, wow, i think i figured it out. And, the thing is, you could have figured out anything. There's so many things in the world that no one will ever understand but one person thinks they do in their own perspective. Its just, what makes me different? My experiences? The way i look? The way i talk? We're all the same. Don't get me wrong, no one is exactly the same, but when it comes to love; we are. We all want so desperately to find that special someone. And some of us have gone through so much that thats all we want. Someone like me. Thats all i want. Everyday on the bus, i hear tim or shana making these sexual comments and making it sound like a joke. But its not. Love isnt a joke. Its not something that should be taken for granted. Love is the only thing on the planet that can make a person feel every emotion all at the same time. Happiness that the person is here with you, sadness to the fact that you are completely love-struck and cant get out, relaxation knowing that you are stuck but that one person will never let anything happen to you, yet fear. Fear of losing that special person every second of ever minute of every day. Every day is a gift, that's why they call it the present. It's just, why am i looking so hard? Why am i so depressed when its not right there in front of my eyes? I'll find it, and the wait just makes finding it all the more special.