Stupid Fighting...

Well, me and amber were fighting again. And of course this time it was at my aunt sharons. Right in front of the birds. ima like scream when they learn all these cuss words cause of me and amber. We fought and in the end, i got punched in the face.so i slammed her into the wall. only fair :/ but like, amber was screaming at me and ive never seen her so angry. i know it was just from the steam of the moment, but she told me she hates me and i ruin her life and.. it got to me. it hurt, a lot. i just dont know. so i just stopped talking and stuff. but, all i know, is im gonna lay low for a while. i mean, im lucky she doesnt have a concussion from me slamming her head in the wall. but yah. well, im at school right now. and today was really nice. it was pv's 40th anniversary. and so we all hung out and stuff. and then, julia and i skipped 3rd period and just me and her talked in the forest. it was really nice. i miss talking to her like we used to. i just love knowing she still likes me to be there for her. (: OH! we played football at lunch. and, i cut my tongue open lol. it stopped bleeding a lil l8r, but it was fun. while we were playing tho, julia started singing this song she wrote called Circle of Roses, and i can honestly say it is one of the most beautiful songs i have ever heard. especially the way she plays guitar with it. it was so beautiful. anyways, ive been talking to taylor. its really nice that hes happy. yah he and the girl he likes rnt dating, but he is becoming closer to her, and seeing him happy makes me happy lol.