Im Happy...

Well ive been thinking, and, ive just come to peace with myself. im really happy right now. Like, i feel like even though stuff hurts, and i feel broken because of some of the stuff thats been going on, im happy. It happened for a reason. Like what happened with dallas. not saying that it doesnt hurt, cause of course i feel completely heart broken, but, i feel he did me a favor. i mean, if it never happened, i would have ended up dating a complete dick and would have been miserable. But no, even though it hurt and stuff, it helped me in the long run. and then with taylor. Yah i liked him and stuff, but ive been getting really close with him. he comes to me for advice and i go to him. and, i wouldnt want it any other way. hes there for me when i feel no one else is, i like him as a friend. basically, i cant see it any other way. not only that though, but, if something ever did happen, and we would break up, i wouldnt have him there anymore. i dont want that. so im happy. im completely happy. and omg im FINALLY getting close to julia again (: i feel like it used to when we talk and stuff. its nice, having her there again (:. yet again, im at peace.